All Alone

Wow this blog is just so friggen depressing lately! Which is really weird cuz I'm an extremely happy person! Well I guess you'll see but lately, since July to be exact I have not been so cheerful but I'll save that for another post.

Well anyway, do you ever feel just so incredibly alone even when you surrounded by people? If you've seen one of my earlier posts you know I recently lost my best friend. Well now my other "best friend" is just kinda a huge bitch. Well at least lately anyway. I love the girl to death but lately I just kinda want to punch her in the face. We all hang out with a little group of people which is great and all but there's this one chick who whenever my bestie hangs out with her she's just NASTY to everybody. And then I get pissed and then the chick starts making the "her time of the month" jokes. Just shut your face hole already! -.- And my bestie keeps telling me how much she hates this girl for a million reasons but then they hang out the entire weekend and don't include any of us but I'm not even entirely sure I'd want to go! So I just feel lost. They don't understand me at all and I don't think it's to great of a friendship. I'm friends with almost every single person in our school yet I feel like I have no friends. Nobody that just gets it and I could kinda use that now. I just don't even know what to do...

I miss this...