Sometimes I start to really miss you. Then I wonder why, after all you broke my heart. And after a while its because I realize you made me the happiest anyone ever has. I don't think I've ever frowned while you were by my side. I miss that bliss. I want my happiness back. I want you back. But ever since that night, you've been an entirely different person. I miss the old you, the one who could melt my heart with that crooked grin and who would make me laugh so hard I'd cry. I was starting to think I was over you, just like I'd been telling people I was. They all think I hate you, that I was gonna break up with you anyway. What they don't realize is that I'd have never dumped you. Who willingly throws away their happiness? But I think I'm just afraid. Afraid, that when spring comes around I'll fall all over again, but this time you won't catch me. I miss the old you who would catch me, who'd lay next to me in the grass and just talk about the most ridiculous things. The you who would dance in the rain and make dinosaur sounds with your toes. I miss all your silliness and how you'd do anything to make me laugh. I re-read some of our texts and I'd almost forgotten about that you, the one who called me beautiful and came up with the most witty complements. But you've changed and I could wish all day long otherwise but it wouldn't change a thing, your still a cheater and I'm still hurt. It's pathetic, really. But all of this is my truth. And I just thought you should know, I still love rain.
Do you?
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