My brains all mushy... All thanks to you J! Im just so confused, I dont know how i feel anymore. But I'll explain my day to you, and all my isane mood swings. God, boys are so much trouble! But it's so worth it(;
So today I kinda decided I need to move on, this was just getting ridiculous. And I have recently started to think this one kids really cute!(: I started thinking this cuz J never texts me 1st anymore, and honestly, he doesn't even make that many efforts to talk to me. I was pretty pissed about the whole thing today. I was just kinda done with all this drama shit cause its not worth it and honestly I didn't even think he liked me anymore. :(
BUT THEN... I was just chillen on Facebook and wasting time.(: And I see he posted a like for a rate thing. And honestly, I hate these things. They're just horrible. Likd who are you to judge me and put me on a number scale?! People are bound to get offended and it just promotes comparing yourself to others. Sorry, I could probably rant about this for days! Haha(: But anyways, how could I resist? This was a perfect chance to see if he still liked me. So I liked it. A couple minutes later I see he posted on my wall. IT WAS A 10.5!! HOLY SHIT, right?!? He rated me higher than the two most popular and hot girls in our school!! Like no that's crazy! I love how I look and I'm like 100% confer able with myself. But honestly? I'm no where near as pretty as these girls. On the inside, WAY PRETTIER, but I pretty much go to a school full of friggen models. It's so not fair! Haha his girlfriend was so incredibly pissed! Ahaha I feel amazing. It's an incredible feeling, knowing they person you've drooled all about for the past 2 months likes you! So yeah I'm feeling pretty good!(:
Also this is me!(: haha just felt like sharing a pic.
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