I over think everything. Seriously, everything. I hate it so much. I do it with Cart all the time, and I just make myself upset for absolutely no reason. It's stupid. I think I'm just really afraid of getting hurt so this time around I'm looking for the very first sign of trouble. When I read this sometime in the future I want to remember how I feel so I'll write a note:
Dear future me,
I don't know when your reading this. Maybe your still dating, maybe not. But I don't wan't you to hate him. Ever. No matter what happens, keep him in your life. He actually really cares about you. Genuinely cares. I've forgotten what that feels like, its something you shouldn't ever forget but I guess that's what happens when you pick "friends" like me. So no matter what, keep him around, life is just better.
Also, your relationship has never been perfect. It never will be. But seeing what happened between Ashlyn & Grant, or Brett & Maddie, especially Karlyn & Elijah, it's something really good. He has a heart uncomparable to any of those guys and thats not something to waste. This relationship is just something really, really good. So cherish every moment of it you can. Laugh as much as you can, kiss often, I don't care. Just please stay happy. I couldn't stand feeling like that anymore.
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